October

- Analice Ról

I felt bad when I looked at myself
And didn't see the person
Who I used to be:
curly hair and little eyes
Sure. My eyes now maybe are smaller than before
The lack of glasses in urgency times
Made my eyes like they are

I felt pretty good when I looked at myself
And found a person with Brazilian accent
and many qualities from my family
No shame
No last name
No way I'm going to give up
I want to find the person who I am
And it is not the one I see in the mirror
Or the image reflected in the glasses of a stranger
in the elevator

Life is short, they use to say
But life is too long
I prefer little time with much joy
I want to walk on the line which is simpler to follow.

Woods

I wanna kiss your body like those who travel and have no direction. I wanna kiss you body without rest. Tired body, tears coming out. I wanna breath the air inside your lungs and eat everything that is from you. I wanna cry your tears and feel your sadness. I could put myself in your shoes just to make you feel for me what I'm feeling now for you. It's not love, because love is sad in the end. And this feeling makes me happy even when makes me cry, makes me laughs about my bad mood. Makes me look at the sky and say: God! Thank you for my life!

Y O U

Baby, I'm here like a crazy child waiting for the time when I'm going to see your face, hug your body, hold your hand. If my words are not enough to prove my love, I'm sorry. Love is bigger than us, I just love you and miss you. You are in my dreams, you are inside me. You are the air in my lungs.

my words

I was thinking about my life and I realized that I'm lost. Really lost. I don't know my way, I don't know what I wanna do, I don't know anything. And I feel that people who should support me are not on my side, they give no attention to my problens. They love me, I know, but this love makes them think that they know better than me what is good for my life. I'm tired. I'm so tired. I love a man, he is so far away. I have a dream, it is so far away. I believe in God and I hope his attention, I hope He forgive my doubts, my mistakes. I hope all is gonna be alright: life become easier to decide, the man I love keeps me loving and keeps me in mind, life teaches me what is better, what I deserve, what I need to know.

No title

- Analice Ról

I open and close
The same door
And what I see
Are the same eyes
That I used to have
When I was a child
Looking at the television
Like a human being
Without future

Closed

- Analice Ról

It's done
My heart is yours
And I don't care
If you believe or not

I'm here
Falling apart
Trying to get the control
But you know
You're there so far
I will not let you go
Next time

It's over
My heart is so sad
And I don't know
If I miss your kiss, your hug
Or myself
That is lost in somewhere else
With you

And in the world
There are many people
So many towns
In my life
I had many boys
So many doubts
But you are the one I love
The one I miss
The one I want to have
On my side

And in this garden
There are many flowers
So many trees
In this city
I see many cars
So many kids
And if you bring me your home
If you bring me your life
I will love and take care
Of your heart.

Miles

- Analice Ról

Between you and me
There are miles and miles
Between our lips
There are smiles smiles
That I cannot forget

Five

- Analice Ról


Yes,
Next week
5 months to see you again
And see what happened with ourselves
Between this time
Five months...
Each day thinking about you
Trying to avoid thoughts and feelings
But my memory is young
It is still doing good
Damned!

I'm here, looking the calendar
Looking at my watch
And I know the time jumps
And in few days
I would cry your tears
And kiss your lips.

Everytime

- Analice Ról

It's a little bit funny
When I look at my life
And my words and mistakes
Make my way more hard to walk
Stones in my shoes
Dark streets
Like hands that hold me
But made me fall down
Like kisses that I didn't give
And are still lost in my mouth.

Good-bye

- Analice Ról

What do I feel now?
Just a empty heart
Beating with no reason
And a mouth that says words
That he does not believe

I'm just a girl
In the middle of main street
Crying for love
Spelling your name
Saying good-bye.

Bleeding

- Analice Ról

When I see the sky and its darkness
I think how my life can be soo crazy
Living characters like real people
Having blood in other veins

Without letters

- Analice Ról

I was trying to write a love poem
But I looked at the television
And some actor made me think
That the love is old fashion

My heart

- Analice Ról

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I wanna talk to you tonight
And touch your body
Feel your soul
I wanna hear my heart
Singing calmly blues
But it's beating
rock'n'roll

Framed photo on the living room table

- Analice Ról

If I were not so common
I would talk to myself about your lips
And, looking at the mirror,
Start to believe that God must exist.

Now

- Analice Ról

Now
I just want to lay down
On the bed
And close my eyes
Waiting for you
To kiss my eyelids
While I dream with you
While my head try to forgive my heart
For it doesn't know when and how.