my words

I was thinking about my life and I realized that I'm lost. Really lost. I don't know my way, I don't know what I wanna do, I don't know anything. And I feel that people who should support me are not on my side, they give no attention to my problens. They love me, I know, but this love makes them think that they know better than me what is good for my life. I'm tired. I'm so tired. I love a man, he is so far away. I have a dream, it is so far away. I believe in God and I hope his attention, I hope He forgive my doubts, my mistakes. I hope all is gonna be alright: life become easier to decide, the man I love keeps me loving and keeps me in mind, life teaches me what is better, what I deserve, what I need to know.