my words

I was thinking about my life and I realized that I'm lost. Really lost. I don't know my way, I don't know what I wanna do, I don't know anything. And I feel that people who should support me are not on my side, they give no attention to my problens. They love me, I know, but this love makes them think that they know better than me what is good for my life. I'm tired. I'm so tired. I love a man, he is so far away. I have a dream, it is so far away. I believe in God and I hope his attention, I hope He forgive my doubts, my mistakes. I hope all is gonna be alright: life become easier to decide, the man I love keeps me loving and keeps me in mind, life teaches me what is better, what I deserve, what I need to know.

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- Analice Ról

I open and close
The same door
And what I see
Are the same eyes
That I used to have
When I was a child
Looking at the television
Like a human being
Without future

Closed

- Analice Ról

It's done
My heart is yours
And I don't care
If you believe or not

I'm here
Falling apart
Trying to get the control
But you know
You're there so far
I will not let you go
Next time

It's over
My heart is so sad
And I don't know
If I miss your kiss, your hug
Or myself
That is lost in somewhere else
With you

And in the world
There are many people
So many towns
In my life
I had many boys
So many doubts
But you are the one I love
The one I miss
The one I want to have
On my side

And in this garden
There are many flowers
So many trees
In this city
I see many cars
So many kids
And if you bring me your home
If you bring me your life
I will love and take care
Of your heart.